Lost and Gone Forever Lyrics what you wish for: woke up today, to everything grey, and all that i saw, just kept going on and on, sweep all the pieces under the bed, close all the curtains and cover my head, and what you wish for won't come true, you aren't surprised, love, are you... if this serenade, (repeat after me, just a little bit closer), is not what you want, (and do what i say, caught up in a lie), it's just how it is, (it won't change a thing, got a little bit colder), it keeps going on and on, come out come out wherever you are, would you do it all over, right from the start, and what you wish for, won't come true, you aren't surprised, love, are you. so what you wish for, won't come true, you aren't surprised, love, are you... once had this dream, crashed down in oz, not black and white, but where the colors are, i never dreamed that i would let it go, and i will get what i deserve, leave all the secrets under the bed, open the curtains forget what i said, and what you wish for could come true, you aren't surprised, love, are you. so what you wish for could come true, you act surprised, love, are you... barrel of a gun: i know a movie star, i've got her plastered to my wall, just like we're dear old friends, like she already knows me, she's as perfect as she seems, lifts me right out the mezzanine, i finally fell in love, i'd been waiting forever... four, three, two, one, when at the barrel of a gun, keep my head way down, stay out i'll stay in, half dead half numb, she's enough to make me warm, it's all so safe and sound... lie back and fast asleep, if you could see what i could see, drip drop a lovely dream... goddamn you movie star, can't you just play a minute more, we'd be the best of friends, you could stay here forever... four, three, two, one, when at the barrel of a gun, keep my head way down, stay out i'll stay in, half dead and half numb, she's enough to make me warm, it's all so safe and sound... she will be sweet on me, just like a mystery, it's not so hard to see, if i'm not mistaken, she comes from far away (far... far away), gets closer everyday (everyday), and all that i can say (can say), she's all i want and all that i live for... four, three, two, one, when at the barrel of a gun, keep my head way down, stay out i'll stay in, half dead half numb, she's enough to make me warm, it's all so safe and sound... either way: you were almost kind, you were almost true, don't let me see, that other side of you, you have learned in time, that you must be cruel, i'll have to wait, to get the best of you, poisoning everything you say, don't you, don't you, wonder what difference does it make... either way... you were almost kind, you were almost true, why give away, that other side of you, happens every time, so it must be true, step on a kid, he'll grow up hating you, poisoning everything you say, don't you, don't you, wonder what difference does it make... either way... were you ever kind, were you always cruel, who's ever seen, that other side of you, (either way), happened every time, so it must be true, where did you learn, it's either him or you... you were almost kind, you were almost true, don't let me see, that other side of you, you have learned in time, that you must be cruel, i'll have to wait, to get the best of you, poison in everything you say, don't you, don't you, wonder what difference does it make... either way... fa fa: when you look in the mirror, wish you were somebody else, just a perfect reflection, you and noone else... minutes run into hours, hours run into days, you're still waiting for someone, who never ever came... fa fa fa fa fa fa fa fa, never be the same again, fa fa fa fa fa fa fa fa, never be the same again... you are always saying something, you swear you'd never say again, you are always saying something, you swear you'd never say again... fa fa fa fa fa fa fa fa, never be the same again, fa fa fa fa fa fa fa fa, never be the same again... go and run through the hallways, find your way to the door, you will end up like always, back where you were before, then you look in the mirror, wish you were somebody else, but it's still your reflection, you and noone else... you are always saying something, you swear you'd never say again, you are always saying something, you swear you'd never say again... fa fa fa fa fa fa fa fa, never be the same again, fa fa fa fa fa fa fa fa, never be the same again... no matter where you go, you'll never find your way home, you'll never find your way home, no matter where you go... you are always saying something, you swear you'd never say again, you are always saying something, you swear you'd never say again... fa fa fa fa fa fa fa fa, never be the same again, fa fa fa fa fa fa fa fa, never be the same again... i spy: we went down to the may parade, mumbled words under my breath, there is something i've been meaning to do, i am dying to tell you, i've been so damn tired... it went down at the may parade, bitter words under my breath, there is something i've been dying to do, i was meaning to tell you, i've been so damn sad, 'cause i spy something red, you don't know how far you've gone, or recognize who you've become, how'd you grow to be so hard, sick of playing my part... we went down at the may parade, alcohol under my breath, there is something i've been meaning to do, i am dying to tell you, i've been so damn sad, 'cause i spy something red, you don't know how far you've gone, or recognize who you've become, when'd you grow to be so hard, sick of playing my part... center of attention: one of us, won't last the night, between you and me it's no surprise, there's two of us, both can't be right, neither will move till it's over, i'm, the center of attention, in the walls inside my head, and, noone will ever know it if i keep my mouth shut tight... my own little world, is what i deserve, cause i am the only child there is, a king of it all, the belle of the ball, i promise i've always been like this, forever the first, my bubble can't burst, it's almost like only i exist, where's everything's mine, if i can keep my mouth shut tight, tight, tight... all by myself, i'm so much better on my own, and way out, there is the same old place that it always has been, i'm, the center of attention, in the walls inside my head, and, noone will ever know it if i keep my mouth shut tight, tight, tight... my own little world, is what i deserve, cause i am the only child there is, a king of it all, the belle of the ball, i promise i've always been like this, forever the first, my bubble can't burst, it's almost like only i exist, where's everything's mine, if i can keep my mouth shut tight, tight, tight... one of us, won't last the night, between you and me it's no surprise, and there's two of us, both can't be right, neither will move till it's over, i'm, the center of attention, in the walls inside my head, and, noone will ever know it, if i keep my mouth shut tight, yeah noone will ever notice, if i keep my mouth shut tight, tight, tight... my own little world, is what i deserve, cause i am the only child there is, a king of it all, the belle of the ball, i promise i've always been like this, forever the first, my bubble can't burst, it's almost like only i exist, where's everything's mine, if i can keep my mouth shut tight, tight, tight... all the way up to heaven: he said to only look up, he said to never look down, down, is where we came from, he said to hope for the best, and take a load of my chest, soon, i could be happy, and go all the way up to heaven, and go all the way back home... (whistling part)... he thought i might need his help, noone gets high on themselves, i, just seem so lonely, he's just trying to be nice, and spread around his advice, i, could be that happy, and go all the way up to heaven, and go all the way back home... stay the way i am today is certainement disaster, he can tell a fairy tale it's happily ever after, just relax, and greener grass, will grow here for a change, maybe then we'll last a million years, or more or more or more... and go all the way up to heaven, and go all the way back home, yes, i do believe what he says, i, want to be happy, i, could sure his help, noone gets by on themselves, he, can make me happy, it's a warm summer breeze, (he said to only look up), it's a weakness in your knees, (he said to never look down), it's a perfect place above, (down), full of everlasting love, (is where we came from), nothing to fear, nothing to hide, (he said to hope for the best), you just say what's on your mind, (and take a load of my chest), needn't think before you speak, (soon), this is how it's meant to be, (i could be happy), ever high, never fall, (he thought i might need his help), you can do no wrong at all, (never high on myself), in this heaven up above, (i), filled with everlasting love, (am only lonely), to the light... (and i'll try to be nice, because you do not live twice, we, could be this happy), to the light... (yes, i do beleive what he says) happier: say goodbye, lose your friends, make them go, don't need them around, cause it's time, lose your friends, make them go, was never supposed to be like this, they were too weak, too prone to break, their needs too deep, their skin too thin, by now you took what was to take, tear it apart and start again... so go on, if this will make you happier, it got you this far, do what you have to... you've wasted, every moment, of your saturdays, and your sundays, you're wasted, from the boredom, was never supposed to be like this, like your father said, just do what was done unto you always, in your father's steps, you do what was done unto you, it won't be hard to start again... so go on, if this will make you happier, it got you this far, do what you have to, and you're gone now, (well you've know this would come and you left me alone), and did it make you happier, (you're lost and you're gone don't take it so seriously), was it that hard, (go on and get going, i'm fine on my own), did what you had to... (it got you this far, finally got it figured out)... one more inch, you son of a bitch, been a waste of my time, always, now you're half awake, you bend till you break, and make the same mistakes, always, so go on, if this will make you happier, it got you this far, do what you have to, and you're gone now, (well you've know this would come and you left me alone), and did it make you happier, (you're lost and you're gone don't take it so seriously), was it that hard, (go on and get going, i'm fine on my own), did what you had to... (it got you this far, finally got it figured out)... so long: yes i heard all that you had to say, that's when it all fell apart, might be hated but i can't pretend, i liked you better before, so long, so long, front foot leads the back one, go on, and it won't be too soon, i'm gone, i'm gone, and onto the next one, so long, and i won't be back soon... yes i'm blue but from holding my breath, like i have from the start, i'm the villain and i should confess, i liked you better before, so long, so long and onto the next one, go on, and it won't be too soon, i'm gone, i'm gone, bet you saw this one coming, so long, and i won't be back soon, it's hateful to say, i see it this way, i don't even know who you are, but in my defense, i'd do it again, i don't need to know who you are... so long, so long and onto the next one, go on, and it won't be too soon, you're gone, you're gone, are you waiting for something, go on, cause i won't be back soon, it's hateful to say, i see it this way, i don't even know who you are, but in my defense, i'd do it again, i don't need to know who you are... so long, so long, front foot leads the back one, go on, cause it won't be too soon, you're lost, and gone and onto the next one, i don't need to know who you are... i don't need to know who you are... two points for honesty: if that's all you will be, you'll be a waste of time, you've dreamed a thousand dreams, none seem to stick in your mind, two points for honesty, it must make you sad to know that, nobody cares at all... i want to be where i've never been before, i want to there and then i'd understand, know i'm right, and do it right, could i get to be like that, how to know what i don't know, nothing more to gain, will i get better, or stay the same, i find i always move too slowly, can't lift a finger, can't change my mind, i never knew till someone told me that, if that's all you will be, you'll be a waste of time, you've dreamed a thousand dreams, none seem to stick in your mind, two points for honesty, it must make you said to know that, nobody cares at all... and all the people who've seen it all before, and all the people who (al)ready understand, know they're right, and done it right, and could i get to be like that, how they know what i don't know, it's harder every day, can't lift a finger, can't hurt a fly, i find i always move too slowly, one thing's for certain, i'm insecure, i never knew till someone told me that, if that's all you will be, you'll be a waste of time, you've dreamed a thousand dreams, none seem to stick in your mind, two points for honesty, it must make you said to know that, nobody cares at all, nobody cares at all, they never cared at all... rainy day: i will dig a hole, save my pennies for a rainy day, i will dig a hole, saving pennies for a rainy day, i'm not scared, i will build a wall, sensing trouble from a mile away, i will build a wall, saw it coming from a mile away, i'm not scared, i'm not scared... try, when your inside's out, i don't even try, i know i have seen best i'll have, i don't even try... i will just play dumb, i won't hear a single word that's said, i will bite my tongue, never sing another song again, i'm not scared, i'm not scared, try, when your inside's out, i don't even try, i know i have seen the best i'll have, i don't even try, never been one to take my chances, i don't even try... clouds are coming, the air gets heavy, it looks like trouble on a rainy day, sun starts sinking, i can't see my shadow, it looks like trouble on a rainy day, holes uncovered, the walls will crumble, it all spells trouble on a rainy day...
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